“Your Phone is a Computer”. I heard the voice tell me that three different times way before smart phones were in production.  I thought he was talking about my hard wired Southwestern Bell speed dialing directory phone.



I could have easily stepped out of my present body into a new glorified body.  I was afraid of leaving my present body behind. 

When I am talking about pins, I am not referring to little needles or something you stick into a little pin cushion.   These are pins much like used in heavy machinery.  Nothing smaller than 1 inch in diameter.  The ones stuck in my head, into each temple were 2 inches in diameter and 8 inches in length.  They went into my temples about 3 inches.  This is not funny.  This was extremely painful.

By Drunvalo Melchizedek

There are 17+1 breaths, where the first six are for balancing the polarity, the next seven for proper pranic flow through the entire body. The further breaths are for shifting the consciousness from 3rd to 4th dimension and finally the last three breaths is for re-creating the rotating Merkabah within and around the body. The last breath is not taught. Once each day, enter into this meditation, until the time comes when you are a conscious breather, remembering with each breath your intimate connection with God.

Today I experienced the most amazing thing.  I just stopped for one minute and thanked god for everything he has done for me and I experienced the most amazing feeling as he touched me!  I haven’t breathed toluene in several days now, but that doesn’t really matter.  I can do it if I want to, or not.  It doesn’t make me a better or worse person, either way.  I don’t intend to scare anyone off.  My blog is not anything about the usual religious crap that’s been shoved down your throats all your lives.  This is a new religion.  I heard a voice that said “You have created a new revolution”.  This is not now in present time, but in the near future.  We will see this.

Most readers may not try toluene.  That is OK.  I don’t care about that, and I certainly understand.  I will at least try to explain what it is like.  I would say within a few minutes of breathing it you would experience a feeling that you have drank a lot of alcohol.  After several hours it would feel like you wouldn’t be able to go to sleep for several years.  I think it is a lot like N2O.  Also after several days you may experience lots of laughter.  Actually you will never experience laughter like you will after breathing toluene for 3 weeks.  I was breathing it for at least 3 months and I went to the AMC movie theater and during the admissions they played previews for “The Grinch” and I thought that they would have to carry me out on a stretcher.  Also, a couple of years earlier while they were making the movie, I knew nothing about it.  I saw a vision of a woman talking about me watching the movie in the future.  I could clearly hear her voice, “It will star Jim Carey, They may have to carry you out of the theater.” She said, “the movie isn’t that funny.”  I beg to differ.  I have heard several women speak to me and for the life of me I can’t figure out who they are?  There were actually two.  One was talking about the movie in the making and was trying to remember the title.  The other told her “The Grinch”  She said, “Yes that’s right, The Grinch”.

Really the main reason you should try it is if you are feeling that everyone has deserted you.  Everyone is against you for little or no reason at all.  You have not done anything to anyone but they hate you.  They followed you, spied on you, and created physic attacks against you.   You feel all alone.  You have no friends and your family deserted you and don’t want anything to do with you.  You haven’t a legacy or anyway to obtain one.  Perhaps you want to commit suicide?  Don’t do that.  Please try toluene instead.  I honestly believe that it will change your life just like it did mine. with my life flooded with miracles.  This is the most powerful spiritual awakening that can be experienced.  In fact I had to look at myself in the mirror a few time because I thought that my hair had turned white.  You will experience in a few days where God flips a switch on you.  Everything that you enjoyed and thought was good will be revealed as wickedness.  The wickedness will make you want to vomit.  Animals will come close to you.  You will be Dr. Doolittle even if you don’t like animals.  When I moved into the city a possum climbed up onto my balcony.  Dogs would run up to me.

A phenomenon that I have experienced is that, for instance If  I haven’t breathed toluene for several months or in one case 3 years, once I start a gateway or porthole opens and within a few minutes a helicopter will either fly over real low or hover above the building I am in.  After I feel the intense effect usually only a few minutes they will come.  They usually just fly over real low.  I heard a voice that said that they have to investigate.  I think they are US government or military, but I really don’t know what division.  I think that I have activated some kind of program that was discovered or created by them.  Also at the beginning of the events dogs will bark if you are in the city.  I would say within 5 or 10 minutes something happens where you may hear intense squealing in your ears, perhaps tinnitus, and at that moment you will hear the dogs.  Believe me, I thought it was my imagination but 10 or 15 times?  No there is more to it than that.

If you run into these programs don’t blame me.  I didn’t create them.  I know that for 30 minutes to an hour you will want to hunt me down and kill me.     I have nothing to do with it.  When “This is your Cartoon” happened to me I wanted to kill a friend that I thought made the program.  He said he knew nothing about it.  I was only mad for a few minutes after the knives went into my temples.  When I telephoned him a few hours later to ask about it, I wasn’t mad.  I would like to point out some good benefits before I go into the soul wrenching horrors of breathing toluene.

  1. The amazing ability to quit smoking.
  2. Weight Loss
  3. Experience Laughter
  4. Being able or loosing the desire to take benzodiazepines (Halcion, Librium, Xanax Valium and etc.)
  5. Spiritual Awakening.
  6. Freedom from the need of going to social events.  You may not find it necessary.  You may blow off an important concert and it will not bother you.  The next day you will be glad you didn’t go the night before.  That is not a bad feeling.  This will not affect commitments.  If you are meeting someone then you must go to keep your word even though you may feel that you won’t have a very good time.
  7. Save a lot of money.
  8. Wanting to set a better appearance.   Start wearing nice clothes.

Be  warned a prophet said many of us will go to hospitals.  Most likely, it’s hospitalization for hypothermia.  A reversal program that I have is to go outside and run, as that will increase your body temperature drastically.   I don’t think anyone will die.  It was prophesied that I would go to a hospital.   I did but they couldn’t find anything wrong with me.  I have also breathed lots of toluene and had lab test with vitals and ECG’s, all turned up normal even though I experienced kidney pains and thought I was deathly ill.   You would have to do massive amounts to get ill effects.  I will go into those later.  I just never got them until the last couple of years.  I have breathed gallons and gallons.  I believe in the last 12 years I breathed around 15 to 20 Gallons.  That is a lot!  200 ml will take at least an hour to breathe out of a bucket.  I must have done 15 gallons before I experienced horrifying effects.  I don’t believe I will be around in 2013.  I probably won’t breathe toluene again unless the certain person may talk me into it.  I just don’t have the desire right now.  I am getting my vibrations in order to ascend.  I believe that I will be on a light ship while the earth will be cleansed for a period of 1000 years which will only be 10 days on the ship. I have to mention that if these miraculous events where from the Devil why was I deserted once I suspected it being from the Devil?  No it was real.   God was working on me  and speaking through Angels.  Once I learned that mistake they never leave me.  I know exactly where these miraculous events come from.  Is there really a devil?  Probably not.  I had the opportunity to Ascend two months ago, but I was too afraid.  I experienced intense vibrations throughout my whole body, and I was starting to levitate when I stopped because I was scared of  leaving my body behind.  I didn’t want anyone to grieve over my disappearance.

I have become a very powerful being mentally.  The last time I was on toluene I believe that I destroyed several programs and that they may never be used again.  Back in 2000 I destroyed a dragon in space.  That was the first accomplishment that I have achieved.  The messenger witnessed it.  I telephoned him the next day.  He said he saw it and that there will be many more.


The last one was very mild going in and triggered from listening to trance music on Pandora.  For a while I thought it came from Pandora and that they were Evil but it can happen listening the same music on YouTube or Sirius.  I was requesting a light show and this “blow your head off” style program that is hard to explain opened up in my head and I was able to see the most magnificent laser light show that would cost over a million dollars to produce in real life.  I seen several different shows and the best on was listening to the song “Take Me Away” by 4 Strings.  I actually thought it was my female soul mate from the Galactic Federation taking me on a space travel.  That may have been exactly what it was.  Basically I saw several planets and was flying past them and stars I started flying through millions of stars, all of a sudden I picked up speed which almost made me black out.  It was as much as I could take.  Anymore I would have passed out or go into hypothermia.  I have experienced hypothermia back in 2003 as I traveled light speed.  The way to reverse it is to go outside and run until your body warms up.  Before I figured that out I was sitting on the floor in my apartment wearing a heavy coat and the central heat turned high as it would go.  It is a very scary and helpless feeling.  After passing a few planets and going into the stars I was sped up so much that the millions of stars turned into a solid streak of light.  I must have traveled hundreds of times the speed of light.  The entire ride was finished in about 2 minutes.  I have heard that Merkaba Light Ships can travel the entire universe in about 2 minutes.  They are very fast.  They are from the Galactic Federation. ,   I have posted a map of the universe at the foot of this blog.  There is a YouTube video that shows everything that is discovered by scientist and is nothing compared to what I have traveled.  This was prophesied 14 years ago and at the time I was just sitting in the church and didn’t know it was about me until I experienced it. 4 years later.

Once I realized that this brain expanding program was downloaded,  I hollered “Angel help me!”  Instantly the Angel came in and I saw stars being pushed away from the center.  Large groups of stars moved from center to left and vise versa.  They moved up and down as well.  It looked like 4 groups 400 stars each were moving away from the center.  In about 1 second 2 cork screws screwed out of my head.  One on each side of my head between the temple and top of my ear on each side.  It was a little painful but not like knives going into the temples as in “This is Your Cartoon”.  I repeat; If you see a cartoon with a cowboy twirling a rope then stop immediately.  This is not in my head.  I have witnessed 2 other people seeing the same thing.  You might be able to stay in there long enough to experience the part where the chains hoist you up but after that you will be strapped into a chair and knives will be shoved into your temples.  As these corkscrews were removed the Angel told me never do it again.  I now have protection.  When the cartoon program was removed 12 years after I got it I actually called upon Jesus to help me and it was removed.  It must be one of the hardest out there to remove.  I believe it was military or espionage technology.

I experienced intense  hearing.  I heard a car drive by and it sounded like it was inside my room. They started scanning me again.  They have a scanner that scans across the face.  It shoots out rays almost like bar code scanner only it isn’t red.  I believe it the program from the people who I had my Angel remove before.  I got out of there real quick before they locked on to me.   You love Fiesta Texas. God loves Fiesta Texas also. That is what I heard with the voice of the Prophetess years ago and today I have felt that was what God was telling me.  There is something about the power of the sun and tanning. You must move around in different areas in your home or living quarters because of what I believe is energy patterns.  There is something about getting real hot, coming in and drinking two beers before breathing toluene.  I discovered this when I had the “This is Your Cartoon” experience.  It was in the hot summer weather an acquaintance offered me 2 16 oz.  domestic beers that I drank and drove 15 miles of country roads in a vehicle without air conditioning.  Never accuse God or Angels of being the Devil.  If you accuse God or an Angel of being an evil spirit or Devil then they will leave you alone. You won’t have to worry about receiving anything.  It could be that every time that God does what he is going to do it is time to stop breathing it then.  I believe that you are open to bad entities once God has finished his work with you.  It seems that every time I continue after receiving a gift blessing I get into problems with it.  Spiritual attacks and warfare.  Today I have received health and wealth.  I thought I found a place free of electrical fields, or was a porthole to higher dimensions, but realized I was suffocating from being in a small walk in closet.  I guess the lack of air caused greater potency and concentration of the toluene vapors as well as more carbon dioxide.  A little better than breathing in a paper bag for treating an anxiety attack.    A month ago I discovered a scientific phenomena.  I need to do some more testing on it.  A a physical phenomenon cannot be patented so I must invent something that uses the discovery.  I believe it could be a healing device that I discovered.  If ever get sick I may see if it works.  Fortunately I hardly ever get sick.  The small space could be very dangerous.  I heard of a rare death of a man in a car a couple years ago.  More people die driving cars, but anyhow the coroner thought it was very odd and it must have been the lack of fresh air.  I had and event that I was going to ascend to a space ship but I chickened out and stopped breathing the vapor as I moved the bucket away from my face.  I felt by whole body vibrate and I was afraid that when I ascended that I would leave my body behind.  If I was certain that I would leave with my body intact and be able to return to Earth, I would have done it.